No one values anyone’s feelings anymore. It’s about you and what you gain from it. Sunday would have been our fifth year together. Milestone for me. But it isn’t anymore. I am thinking a lot about Danny because of this and other things adding to it. I’m pissed.
Danny still follows me on social media. I’ve had twitter and all those things way before him. Friends think I should unfriend him. His posts can get to me. He’s a little to much into posting his business. He posted shots of himself working out. One girl he cheated while with me tells him she wants to work out with him. I want to punch this bitch. This bitch knew we were dating. He told me she has a man now I said that didn’t stop her when she knew you had a girl. Whatever screw it let them screw each other because she just wants to use him.
Danny makes me feel a certain way he knows how I feel. He basically knows I’m the downfall girl. I’m not going
To jump back into dating him though.
Anyway back to the subject of the blog. My supervisor is in his mid sixties and for years we have know he is seeing this other woman. He isn’t married but he is living with the same woman for twenty six years. So the other woman is moving out of the country this weekend. He is sad. I’m basically sickened that people live this way. Two lives and everyone is cool with it. It seems that’s how it is. Everyone knows it. Everyone accepts it.
I know if I went back with Danny that there isn’t anyway he would change we would always share a relationship. He can’t help but need to be around people. I guess if I stick around and he does get Into a relationship I’m part of the other equation also.
It’s just a damn bitter pill to swallow.